My little friend Dougie informed me that she is over the concept of life last night. She doesn’t really mean it. She means she can’t be bothered trying to make everybody happy at the moment. I know exactly how she feels.
I had a birthday party on the weekend. I knew it was a stupid idea. I am so annoyed at all my “friend’s” behaviour that I am starting to forget that I did actually have a pretty good time on the night. But the way they trashed the place (it wasn’t mine) made me feel like they were taking advantage. Most came late, close friends didn’t come, closest friends left early, and others bought randoms with them to tag along. All were drunk upon arrival. I feel like I need to spring clean my friends and my life at the moment.
New boyfriend, who has been soooooo amazing for the last month and half, all of a sudden does a backflip and starts behaving like he isn’t interested anymore?! What the hell does that mean? He’s not being awful, but just nothing like he was before. He was so so full on, wanted me to stay there everynight, see me avery second he could, cuddle me, just chat… Now he’s suddenly cold and distant, like something has made him change his mind about me. He says he “just has a lot of things going on right now” (but declines to tell me what). Is that code for I’m not sure about you, so I’ll just leave you hanging for a while til I make up my mind? If he doesn’t start acting normal soon, I’m going to walk away and cut him off. I know it’s not right, but it’s just the way I handle things. I really thought I had a future with him. What to do?
